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The web page zadeus.tripod.com states the following, "The face of the sheriff deputy standing at my door seemed to float backwards as if in a telescope." I saw that the website also said "I was fully engulfed in shock now, wrapped in its grey cloak." They also said " I was a black hole of chaotic, churning emotions; for a fraction of a time that was my only awareness. I had entered the deepest, emptiest quiet and desolation I have ever experienced. Personal journal notes about reaction to notification of my husbands death. LINKS and THOUGHTS about Loss, Grief, and Bereavement. Letter from a grieving mother." The meta header had death as the first optimized keyword. This keyword is followed by dying, grief, and mourning which isn't as urgent as death. The other words zadeus.tripod.com used was zadeus. Fonnesbeck is included but will not be viewed by search parsers.